I can't be a DUMMY if i know deep w/in me im REAL...yet, some people may mis understood me , don'recognize my existence,and don't even bother to take a simple glimpse of my worth...but this is what i want to say .. WHAT YOU SEE IS WHAT YOU GET,JUDGE ME?? well it depends on WHAT YOU SEE..but KNOWING ME??is your creativity to look deeper,peel whatever cover you could see..coz deep within me is WHAT MAKES ME HUMAN,NOT PERFECT,JUST THE REAL ONE.. I wish that even for a day i could live w/o pain,pain caused by my history,my friends and even my family.I wish to have a chance to live my life free of the darkness that my past brings,that i would be able to smile w/o tears and love w/o fear,fear of losing someone dear to me again..I wish that i was stronger so i could face all the hatred that life throws at me,Lastly i wish that i wasn't so tired,TIRED OF BEING ME... Its fun being strong person..you feel invinsible like you can face anything that comes your way..But you know what sucks being one?its when people know that your strong and they think its ok to hurt you...♥♥♥ "I wanted someone who "cared" about me & understood my feelings,,some1 hi could listen 2 my worries,hu coul be patient w/me wen i nid a little more tym,Some1 hu did'nt expect or demand that i try 2 be some1 im NOT!hu would'nt manipul8 me into their idea of a perfectm8..hu would make tym 4 me,hu knew wat love nd loving mean..& allowed themselves every opportunity 2 enjoy this feeling..  | |||||
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